P.S.

oh and I am very upset with myself over my writing, with my lack of it. Intelletually I know what I want to do, that I need to do it, but there is no emotion behind it, no energy, no drive, and I haven't been forcing myself to just sit in the chair and write. I am hardly even writing snipets of stuff randomly in my notebook to type in later. It is just gone. I feel empty. I know I love this story and it's characters, I remember that, but I am not feeling. I need a new strategy for kicking myself in the butt, and making me do it. I mean I can't have just given up, this can't be it, unfinished. Incomplete. Ugh. I gotta go, time just keeps getting away from me.